Day 41, Another Glorious Tiara Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Happy Tiara Tuesday everyone.

No blog on Sunday. The pinata was a huge hit and yet I was quite interested in the difference between a kid's party where everyone ones a shot at hitting the pinata or they are sad and this party where none of my 27-year old cousin's male friends wanted a shot. Ended up only my cousin, his mom and his dad and then my cousin again were game. Of course, in all fairness I never intended on taking a shot myself and I'm not sure what all of this says about anything, but...

Needless to say, I was on quite a high.

And then yesterday, not so much. A video I'm putting together for Heaven on Earth crashed on me a couple of times and my internet access was denied for whatever reason.

The real tragedy is that I am so much more aware of when I let outward "anything" define me as being somehow less than. Then it really makes those 10 ho'oponopono words all the more meaningful as I say, "I love you. I'm sorry. I forgive you. Thank you." As much as I am not too thrilled that I notice how much I do this, I am very thrilled that every day I do love myself more and that I truly am sorry and forgive myself for seeing me as something other than the glory of Divine Love Intelligence made manifest that I know I am. And for at least stopping the hamster wheel and stepping out even if I am not completely out.

This morning I woke up with a realization that I have all these great realizations and I know I am Divine and I know I am stepping out of the hamster wheel and claiming my flowing and glowing well-being and stop resisting what is illusion and put my attention on what is REAL and Divine, but I am attempting to do so with my same human mind/thinking when I need to make the transition to Divine Mind and Divine Heart and Divine everything if I really seek to transition...to be clear...to be restored to the perfection from which I emanated and seeing me the way Divine Love Intelligence sees me.

All this only today when I was able to get back online to find that someone had sent me a virtual Tiara on Facebook to remind me today is Tiara Tuesday. I included a copy of this virtual Tiara in this blog. And that it was perfect to be off line 'cuz I would have gone ahead and uploaded the video to YouTube only to find that the person I am basically doing it for probably would not have been as happy without being able to see it first and she is going to get that chance tomorrow.

You know I had meant to mention the Laughing Buddha 40-day Fast that I was planning to start on October 1 and invite any to join me who desired to. I was inspired to create it from lent and wondered if in a way it was the original intent of lent. Lent is about giving up something for 40 days with the idea that if you can give something up for 40 days you can give it up forever. And I could go into a lengthy bunch of words here about what I really mean by that and how it doesn't seem to be like that anymore, but that's not my point.

I tied it into the Laughing Buddha 'cuz I like to think that the laughing Buddha laughs because once he was able to be free of illusion, he realized how silly some of our fears and the like are that we have.

So to marry the two, think of one disempowering belief you have that you could give up for 40 days. And you'd need to come up with an opposite because you want it to be less about putting attention on what you don't want and more about putting attention on what you do want OR I guess more precisely how you no longer wish to identify yourself and how you now choose to identify yourself.

And for me the ultimate was to stop seeing me as illusion and see me more the way Divine Love Intelligence sees me and at least three times a day thank Divine Love Intelligence for restoring me to the perfection from which I emanated.

I still may do this starting October 1. It's just that today I decided I was going to put together a Tiara Tuesday class that I would facilitate at Heaven on Earth LA. I haven't got it all figured out yet and I am not sure that I want to feel like I have it all figured out in order to let it shape itself organically out of the intention. But the intent behind the class is that the Tiara is symbolic of our divine identity. That in the 60 to 90 minutes together it is about practicing coming more from what we feel it would be like to "BE" via Divine Mind than our own mind.

In other words, truly in this class everyone is created equal. We are all divine children of God. We are all the rulers of the rules in our own Queendoms (which is our personal consciousness). From the place of Divine Mind and Divine Love Intelligence each of us is an Albert Einstein, Bill Gates, Oprah, Mother Teresa, etc. from the aspect of possibility. And that we don't let past ways we've identified ourselves and/or how much money we appear to have in the moment decide for us what we can experience or create.

In this class there are Zero Limits, all possibilities. We are eternal and divine and blessed and loved. In this class there are no problems. There is only wealth and health and flowing and glowing well-being, as much as we are able.

And we understand that we are all created equal because each of us has access to the same possibilities in consciousness as any of the rest of us. The same ability to change beliefs and feelings in any given moment of now.

Of course, you don't need to attend the class to do this for yourself every Tuesday. You don't even need a physical tiara to participate. You can use this virtual one as the tiara you wear in your imagination.

What you are doing is rehearsing. Ever notice the word rehearsing is re-hear-sing.

I know a lot of classes are about visioning what you want in order to bring it about. I also can see this and maybe I don't even want to call it a class as much as an experience...The Tiara Tuesday Experience...because it will be more about practicing how to rule your own consciousness Kingdom...practicing how to have consciousness work for you and not vice-versa so that your Kingdom is a joyous Kingdom whatever your definition of joyous is.

What I was getting at is that if what is currently on our "vision boards" based on our human mind, think what might be on our vision board when we get good at utilizing our Divine Minds?

So, Happy Tiara Tuesday. Who knows, maybe I will see some of you at Heaven on Earth LA sharing the practice of getting comfortable with our Divine Identities.

And while I still am so thrilled to have had the realization that to judge somethings as Divine and others as not as JUDGMENT (I never really thought it was before), in my Queendom the idea of these shared Tuesday Experiences really makes my thoughts of Tiara Tuesday and my enjoyment of Tiara Tuesday seem that much more Divine.

thank you. I love you for sharing this blog with me by reading it.

P.S. I still am cleansing that currency. Thrilled to. And have a next level to add in the sense that every time you release wealth into circulation, you remind yourself that you are stimulating the flow of wealth circulation making it that much stronger, healthier and faster for it to return to you. And again with the remembering who we are, our Divine Identity, that money works for you.

P.P.S. Still all about Inspired Giving too. To find out more go to http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

Oh and remember...Love isn't a choice, just like health, wealth, joy and beauty and well-being are not choices in the sense that they are always ON and ever present in each glorious moment of NOW. You may decide not to "see" or acknowledge their existence in the moment (that is a choice) but they are ever present.

So, with lots and lots of love and blessings I remind you that you are already flowing and glowing with well-being here and now and always...you must be by definition and the identity you have in the eyes of Divine Love Intelligence. You can resist this truth or acknowledge it and flow with it.

And you know, I believe there isn't any wrong in resisting it or punishment either. It's simply that in the same way if I chose to type a "P" instead of an "A", resistance will create resistance experiences and flow will create flow experiences.

Every Tuesday, I'll be practicing seeing you glowing and flowing 'cuz that's how I choose for it to be in my Queendom. In my Queendom I see everyone as the truth of who they are even if they don't see it themself. And I will ask myself for forgiveness using ho'oponopono if I see anyone or anything in my Queendom as being anything but the way I choose for it to be. I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. For in my Queendom I take full responsibility for Total Well-Being.

Namaste.

Day 38, Saturday, September 26, 2009

Hey, all you party people.

Isn't life amazing?

Isn't this 100-day challenge the bomb?

I believe you know how I would answer those questions.

So, I totally missed what I wanted to designate as "False Friday". And partly because I realized that I was having some issues with seeing me as Truth and not as "false".

Maybe the way to explain it is that I had this amazing insight that "If I am judging some things as divine and others as not...well, that is judgment, eh?" And with the truth of ho'oponopono, when I see or believe or perceive me based on what my physical eyes see and not my Divine eyes, then it so brings home with an even more "feeling" feeling the "I'm sorry. Please forgive me."

I found myself fearful about the physical size of my body and/or the seeming amount of my cash in hand in the moment. Only to realize that if I am placing attention on me as being overweight and not who I am in the view of Divinity, then I am putting more energy on manifesting me as being overweight. You know, 'cuz it is where my attention is. And as far as the amount of money I appear to have.

Well, I continue to be committed to currency cleansing and blessing all wealth that comes to me, but also that what if my belief, 'cuz Divinely it is true, that as I have money or any wealth and I am thrilled to circulate it that what I am doing is stimulating the FLOW of wealth. And that even though it should be enough (and remember I don't enjoy the word "should" 'cuz on one level I understand that we are all already PERFECT just as we are and so it is NEVER my job to should you) to simply flow wealth, I also benefit on the backend because I know that as I flow out, more is flowing in to me for my enjoyment.

So, part of me was worried 'cuz I will be joyously participating in the celebration of my cousin's 27th birthday on Sunday, September 27th and what could I give him that would be mah-velous dahling?

It's interesting to me when I think about it that somehow he has been the person who I have had this sort of tradition where now it is like what can I give him that answers the question "something you've always never known you've wanted and yet...now that you have it...? And yet, because I still haven't flowed an actual manifestation of a billion dollars...isn't so much about the money but more about "how much fun can we make it?"

And I found myself at the beginning of this week in a sort of fear, panic mode thinking that I couldn't pull out my intention where this is concerned. What has been amazing about the 100-day challenge and all I am going through is that even though this was my "knee-jerk" response, the Higher Self of me was like don't let that voice sway you. Remember who you are? and so on.

So, here is is one day before the party and without my having to really figure it out, my wonderful (he is totally an angel) man, suggests we go to downtown L.A. to see if we might get inspired.

Downtown L.A. (close to the Fashion District...which is where this season's Project Runway, which I love 'cuz I am a sewer and am the kind of person who would see a pattern in a store that looked similar to what I had in mind but not quite there and I knew I could alter it to make it my own and I loved this) is the place where he feels comfortable. The place where it is almost a plus if you speak Spanish or some sort of Asian language and you are able to buy at about the most wholesale of a price possible.

As we walked around the maze (and seriously, it is like a maze 'cuz you could easily get lost amidst the halls and corridors and alleys, etc. where these shops are located) and knowing my cousin's love for the Dodgers and my now many joyous participations in Manny's grand niece's and nephew's birthday party that how much fun would it be to have mostly 27-year olds enjoy the pinata experience?

Seriously, my cousin technically doesn't NEED anything. To me when most of us are in that place where technically we don't NEED anything, what becomes more cherished is experiencing something that is fun but you didn't expect.

So, we got him a pinata. The thing I hadn't realized before moving here and enjoying all the different experiences I've enjoyed, is that the pinata comes empty. Or at least the to me what I envision as a pinata. As a side note, we were told the new hot pinata to have is one that is already loaded up with many different types of sports balls that birthday participants would be thrilled to end up with as a gift from the pinata experience.

I decided for a birthday party that is supposed to be more about fun and a party that will include mostly people his age is that I would fill it with things that could be practicle, but would also be a little more private. For instance, condoms, diapers, toilet paper and the great stand-by "chiclets". To me it would be fun to see who would go for what and especially since my cousin is a Vegan and most likely most of his friends are as well. So, the chiclets are the most food type thing we included in the pinata.

I also am psyched because our gift (my Man's, Manny and mine) will include Manny in charge of pinata placement. Manny didn't want to hit the pinata. So, his job while he is on my Aunt and Uncle's garage roof will be to dangle the pinata in such a way as to get participant's to take a swing without allowing them to connect with the pinata. These are powerful, older adults. We need and desire the fun to last as long as possible. My additional contribution will be filming the experience with the hope that all involved will be game to allow themselves to let the kid in them takeover and enjoy the entire pinata experience even though most of them will be in their late 20's.

I also want to share how on Thursday I had an amazing breakthrough where I just wanted to practically shout out to the entire universe how I realized that if I am judging certain things to be divine and others as not divine...that is judgment.

Also, that how interesting it is that judgmental is a combo pack of the words "judge" and "mental", which to me, more or less make them the poster children for beliefs and not facts.

So, today as I was walking around downtown L.A. where people who are more an affinity with immigrants, and recent like now or first level immigrants, go to do biz and where you can pretty much get anything wholesale price and about as low as you will find something in L.A., and when I compared that to my experience of last Saturday as I attended the Grand Opening of Heaven on Earth L.A..........I found myself realizing how easy it is to perceive last Saturday's experience as being Divine and how before today, I would have perceived today's experience as Divine, not so much.

But people, there is only divinity. And both are Divine. And if I am perceiving any other way, I am stealing and cheating my self.

The other thing that happened today that I loved is that my man, Manny, who I never would have expected to go with me to one of my spirituality-type places agreed to go. I am not going to try to assume his motivation for this blog post 'cuz truth is I may never actually know his true motivation. What was interesting to me is that the place we were close to that he agreed to go to is the Peace Labyrinth Gardens in L.A. And when we got there, it technically was closed. I didn't remember Saturday was their closed day.

When you find the place and pull into their driveway, you are greeted with a gate and an intercom system that requires you to push the button and to let them know why you are there. So in talking to the voice on the intercom we realized this is my third visit (last time I was also turned away). Second visit they were technically closed also. So, pity, whatever for my third visit and with my promise I would forever remember they are closed on Saturday, we were allowed to come in and walk the labyrinth.

What I found interesting is that three other people stopped us to inquire as to why we were there 'cuz Saturday's are closed to the public. You know 'cuz I have the consciousness that there are no accidents, which is a whole other thing in my mind. It's sort of like the thing I mention with stepping out of the hamster cage when it comes to having problems and then deciding I am going to accept the consciousness that problems only exist if you believe they do...

Anyway, what was such a gift or that I was so thrilled about is that it seems like any man I have ever been in a relationship with has not shared my spiritual bent. That's not to say they aren't Divine. And one of the things I love most about Manny is that he seems to be more of who I would love to be in the sense of expressing a person who is peaceful and happy and loves life and is generous, etc. without going through all the gyrations I feel I need to go through in order to be on his level.

Maybe the better way to explain it is that I don't really share my spirituality. And so to share this with him and feel like he loves me enough to share it with me even if he thinks I'm a "nut job"...well, it meant a lot to me.

So, I was so excited to have us walking the labyrinth together I sort of couldn't really remember the purpose of walking the labyrinth. And yet, how could I remember. There are probably as many good reasons to walk the labyrinth in a walking meditation as there are original snowflakes in the history of time.

I was able to share two of my favorites. One is that as you walk...you feel like you are more and more letting go of anything that is "troubling" you. And the other is that you use the entire time it seems to require to walk the entire labyrinth to be in gratitude. For if truth is that the more you are grateful, the more you attract things to be grateful for...well,

Yet, since I truly do not believe in coincidence (and I am so thrilled with the whole if you stay in the moment and in every moment realize that this moment is awesome and so you can trust that every present moment will be awesome even if you don't know at this moment how that will be true) there is obviously something in the fact we were allowed to participate even though we were reminded three times that this usually is not allowed, I'm also going to let myself be okay enough to not try to figure out what the deal was. Instead, I desire to simply be grateful that even though technically it was closed, we were allowed in.

So, life is wonderful. And if the length of this post because I missed just one day is an indicator to write every day...well, still, the message is the same. As we continue to correct our thoughts, feelings and beliefs to be more aligned with truth...our lives become so much more amazing and wonderful and without seeming to have so much "work" to do so.

Most every Friday evening I have dinner with my aunt and uncle who live in town. Because of my cousin's party, my aunt said maybe we should simply blow off this Friday. Only to have my friend come to me to get together Friday evening to help her with a letter of intent for a job she would love to have.

And so as I continue with this challenge and get more into ho'oponopono, I so have more of a feeling as I put those 10 words out there to the Divine, "I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you."

And I had a point that seemed worthy of writing about and sharing, it seems to escape me at this moment. And so I know it will emerge when it is more appropriate.

If nothing else, though, I can so see how much I have "seen" myself with human vision and not divine vision and defined myself as something so very, very much less than the way Divine perceives me. So, when I repeat the 10 words, there is so much more intent and emotion behind the words.

Okay, this is definitely enough for today.

Thank you again to all of you who read this whenever you find yourself attracted to this blog post. Thank you to all of you who share my life with me. Thank you to God and love. I do feel blessed. And, I know I am more and more flowing and glowing with well-being than I ever expected to.

Namaste.

P.S. Still loving currency cleanse and inspired giving. If you are interested in finding out more, http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

P.P.S. How would this change your life if:
1. You understood that in any moment you let go of money or wealth in whatever divine form, you knew your were stimulating the flow of wealth in your life, and
2. You continued to affirm that as the truth of You that You are, money WORKS for You (not vice-versa). For it is the joy of joys of the Universe and forms of Divinity to support us in ways that are joyous and amazing and awesome and blessed in every moment if we will simply believe this is the truth of the way Divine Love always intended for us.

Whoo hoo!

I love you.

Day 36, Thankful Thursday, September 24, 2009

So, my first Thankful Thursday.

I was thinking for those who read this blog and are willing to participate, that we could take it to a different level. Some how, some way those willing to participate keep a list of everything you are grateful for during your waking hours on Thursday and then Friday, we compare numbers.

Like you keep a running total during the day. It could be as simple as if you think of something, you write a tick mark on a sheet of paper and keep track of your tick marks for the day. Let's not make it so labor and time intensive that no one will end up sticking with it.

You know many advanced spiritual writings mention that a spiritual Master pretty much gets to the place where there really is only one thing to say and that is "thank you".

And here is what might make "Thankful Thursday" a little more fun. Don't limit your list to things or people from your past or your present. Remember, technically there is no space of time. So, you can include things that you expect (you know, what if desires were simply future memories...memories of the future) or call them future memories.



P.S. I'm promoting currency cleansing and inspired giving. And, ho'oponopono. You can find out more by visiting my website, http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

Thank you to everyone who reads my blogs and is inspired to participate on any level. I appreciate you and your time. Namaste.

Day 35, Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I appreciate all the feedback I receive from my blog posts. I had some positive feedback to my Tiara Tuesday post and a request to find out if I have anything else like that to share.

The answer is that I really didn't. However, it seemed once the question was asked, then something popped in my mind:

"Tell the Truth Thursday"

My inspiration was that as much as a person is able they identify them self on Thursday as simply the truth of who they are as seen in Divine Mind with Divine vision. You know, You, flowing and glowing with divine love well-being.

I also have a 40-day Laughing Buddha Fast that I am going to talk about in the next day or two.

I really like the idea of Tell the Truth Thursday.

It's just that a couple of minutes later the thought, "Thankful Thursday" popped in. Sort of had a ring to it. Later I remembered why. It's one of the things you are encouraged to tweet about on Thursdays for those of you who participate in the Twitterverse.

I was thinking for those who read this blog and are willing to participate, that we could take it to a different level. Some how, some way those willing to participate keep a list of everything you are grateful for during your waking hours on Thursday and then Friday, we compare numbers.

You know many advanced spiritual writings mention that a spiritual Master pretty much gets to the place where there really is only one thing to say and that is "thank you".

And here is what might make "Thankful Thursday" a little more fun. Don't limit your list to things or people from your past or your present. Remember, technically there is no space of time. So, you can include things that you expect (you know, what if desires were simply future memories...memories of the future) or call them future memories.

Maybe Friday could be False Friday sort of the reverse of Tell the Truth Thursday. Instead of really working on telling the truth, instead you pay special attention to all the things that come up in your awareness that are false according to the truth of who you are. When these moments appear in your awareness, you say the ho'oponopono prayer to clean your consciousness of this falsehood. And then at least three times during Friday you connect with Divine Love and mention, "Thank You, God, for restoring me to the perfection from which I emanated."

Okay, I think that is enough for now.

P.S. I'm promoting currency cleansing and inspired giving. And, ho'oponopono.

Thank you to everyone who reads my blogs and is inspired to participate on any level. I appreciate you and your time. Namaste.

Note to self. I want to ponder the following in a future blog: When I don't see you as your true identity, am I stealing from both of us? If I preassume anything about you except the truth of who you are.

Wealth is a state of being, not a decision.

Back in 1994 this friend of mine who is an Eckist (she belongs to a church called Eckankar) who was lovely enough to share her temple and some of their seminars and the like with me. Eckankar has what they refer to as a living spiritual master who might sort of be likened to the Pope for Catholics.

In the beginning when we would go to events and I knew this Master would be there, I would always be nervous because I thought that a Master was someone who could see all your faults and everything you'd ever done wrong and what a bad person you were and I hope you get the gist.

Later, I was enlightened enough to understand that nothing could be further from the truth. A true spiritual master sees each of us with Divine Eyes or with spiritual perfection. This is actually the way Jesus was technically such a powerful "healer". Jesus, the Christ, saw straight through whatever illusion his brother or sister child of God was under the "spell" of (literally a spell, which all mistaken beliefs...and let me be clear that a mistaken belief is one in discord with the truth of our divine self) which was manifesting as some form of illness.

Also, as Jesus, the Christ, was a tuning fork for Divine Love he was able to connect with that spark and return his brother or sister back to harmony with their innate flowing and glowing divine love well-being. As Jesus, the Christ, is and every shall be a tuning fork for the Divine it makes me wonder if the popular "WWJD?" would have been a more accurate slogan if it would have been "WWJB?" Who would Jesus be?

You know I almost didn't write this blog post and was going to save it. And then I realized, why? I am doing this just as much for anyone who reads this as I am doing it for my self. Why wait? The time is NOW. And remember, I have elevated myself to the unlimited plan. So, who's counting? And even if someone is counting, why should I let that deter me? If they have a blog, they can determine how many posts a day they will write. This is my blog.

Oooooh a little bit of a rant. I kind of enjoyed that.

Okay, so the real reason I was inspired to continue on is that as we make the transition from feeling like wealth is a decision to understanding that just like love, wealth is a state of being. Wealth is always and ever present. If we are not perceiving it, it is because we are being distracted by the virus of scarcity and/or trained to believe wealth can be absent and can only be present under certain conditions or certain "doings".

So, as you make the transition, even if outwardly it appears like nothing has changed, seek to keep looking again in each moment to see the wealth that is ever present.

I know something I tend to do is look outside to validate if I am "doing it right" inwardly with my consciousness. And if it hasn't shown up yet I tend to become frustrated and assume it won't. So, I'll stop looking for it and stop expecting it and assume there must be some other "secret" or "trick" I need to find out about and then....

Did you know God's delays are not God's denials?

Did you know that our consciousness isn't even really about asking. Manifestation isn't really about asking. It's more about a projection of intention and attention like the old time film projectors. Each frame of the film starts off blank and then filled based on the energy and vibration we radiate via our intention and attention. In other words, the answer is always "Yes". Yes to whatever is on the "film". Whatever is on the film is what gets condensed into matter and becomes material. Imagine then how your film may look in the universal projector if you are intending wealth while having your attention on the virus of scarcity. If your attention is distracted by the virus of scarcity, how can you expect to "see" wealth? The wealth that is ever present and the ONLY thoughts on the subject entertained in Divine Mind.

And if your mind needs for the time being to stick to the Law of Attraction paradigm of ask, believe, receive...then perhaps it is helpful to define specifically what the process of "asking" actually means to the universe and in regards to this universal law.

As with yesterday's design (which many of my designs come out of my desire to create a touchstone for me to help me remember something I desire to remember), I created today's with the idea that it is up to me (by taking full responsibility for my well-being) to see the ever present wealth and be aligned with the truth that wealth is who I AM.

What I found was interesting is that right after creating it and knowing I would include the design in this blog post and create a CafePress shop for it (not MySoti in this case because CafePress offers the ability to put the design on items that really would be more appropriate to being a touchstone like stickers or mouse pads or journals and such, to visit the shop, click here) the thought floated right up into my awareness that perhaps this was wrong or inappropriate or others would think I was bad for being so crass as to depict someone seeing dollar signs.

And yet, how perfect. It just goes to show that I have judgements about wealth and money in my consciousness that are not aligned with Divine Truth. As these float to the surface of my awareness it is an opportunity to cleanse them and replace them. 'cuz if they are in my consciousness, they are stealing from my wealth and full flowing and glowing divine love well-being experience I would be having in this present moment. Bring on the ho'oponopono.

And how will I know when I may cease with the cleansing? When I look at the design and only love surfaces.

Okay, I think I'm done. I got some cleaning to do. Blessings and Love to all of you. Happy Cleaning.

Day 34, Tiara Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Happy Tiara Tuesday to all.

The truth of all of us is that we are flowing and glowing divine love well-being. When we align with this truth and "see" it inwardly, we experience it outwardly.

So, can you love yourself enough today to put on your Crown or Tiara of Divine Love and Truth and really flow and glow with well-being today?

I'm confident you can.

P.S. And the Tiara can be simply in your mind. It's the feeling of your Divine Royalty that the Tiara represents that is important.

Whoo hoo for Tiara Tuesday.

And whoo hoo for the open-heart journey.

And a big whoo hoo for the truth of who we are as beloved and blessed creations of Divine Love.

How to be a "Power Generator" for the planet.

Thank you so much to Rebecca Marina, Prosperity Queen, for this exercise.

How to be a "Power Generator" for the planet.

In a recent meditation, spirit asked me to share a simple exercise with you.

Most of you who get my letters are "light workers".

You are doing a great service to others on the planet just by your willingness to share light.

Here is a "Power Generator" exercise from spirit:

A. Think of yourself as a power generator. Imagine you are absorbing millions of watts of light from sun or any of God's creation. Fill yourself up to overflowing. Then, imagine you are spraying this energy all over the world. Imagine you are traveling the universe on a magic carpet and spraying Light everywhere you go.

Why do this simple exercise?

Spirit says, there are many who feel so low, they cannot even conceive of absorbing any light by themselves. By being a Human power generator for them--you help a great deal. It is like "pre-digested spiritual food" for someone so weak they cannot feed themselves.

I bless you for listening and for doing the exercise. You may not know the tremendous good you do 'til you get back home to the other side.

You can find out more about Rebecca at http://www.rebeccamarina.com

Okay, I find it interesting how much I had been thinking about this exercise and that it might be a great practice and how it would be good to share.

Yet, as I was retyping it to include here (which actually was my only intention) I realized how much we can allow ourselves to blindly accept a diagnosis and treatment.

And how about a month ago, I would have been all over this.

Now I've told myself I have taken that leap (even though it really only was like a baby step) and jumped out of the hamster wheel into living from divine love, flowing and glowing well-being truth.

As I was watching last night's episode of the season premier of House the thought flowed in about my new favorite saying that begged me to design something around it, "fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity."

Well, seeing anyone or anything as less than flowing and glowing well-being as the way to manifest flowing and glowing well-being is like screwing for virginity.

I know I couldn't really come up with something more succinct and clever. I live with that.

Again, though, that is what Dr. Hew Len mentions. And it ties in with my design from yesterday with the peace signs placed in the eyes. How can I see discord and disease and anything but perfection "out here" and think that will ever allow me to see flowing and glowing divine love well-being "out here". I don't know what the icon for perfection or flowing and glowing well-being would be, but if I'm not seeing it...how can I ever expect it to manifest.

So, again it comes back to being so secure in who YOU ARE and who I AM and what everything is in truth the way it was meant to be perceived with divine vision, is that it is all perfect...all the glory of God made manifest. And to not allow myself to get sucked in to believing anything that isn't real or perceiving or seeing with my physical eyes anything that isn't real. And if I do, then I ask myself to forgive myself for this.

You know, I've known for over two years that their are only thoughts of wealth in divine mind. And I've paid for and sought out all sorts of practices that will help me manifest money and wealth. Only to feel like the real "trick" or "secret" and I don't even want you to pay me for this because you will only believe it will work if you are in a vibrational match with any of what I talk about in my blog.

Again, it's like the fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. It's like the love is a state of being, not a decision. Well, wealth is a state of being, not a decision. At this point I truly believe that in divine mind there is never a debate about whether the I AM THAT I AM is poor or rich. Divine Mind has right of consciousness knowledge. Divine Mind knows thyself. Divine Mind knows it is the epitome of wealth and thus only sees and experiences wealth. Thoughts of poverty or not enoughness, etc. are never even engaged or contemplated.

Now I understand the real "trick" in all of this is that you may look with your physical eyes and think, feel or say "but I'm not rich, where's my money, I can't pay my bills" or whatever variation on that theme you tell yourself in any given moment. And know I am not immune. To me this has always been my "issue".

And I could even on some levels intuit over the last two years that all the continuing to feel lack is my "issue" was holding me back from the very thing I desired. And with the knowing Divine Mind only thinks wealth, I somehow understood that doing what Divine Mind does was the answer. Yet, I continued to feel like how can I claim my wealth and say I am wealthy and ONLY think thoughts of wealth when I look with my physical eyes and don't see it.

And I continued to stay on that hamster wheel of "so I just have to figure out how to get money, start a business, win the lottery, etc." and all the time there is another part of me that wanted the "Heaven on Earth" kind of understanding that my wealth comes ONLY from SOURCE regardless of my perceptions.

So, again, I can see that I MUST cease from letting myself be distracted from the shiny objects my gaze my be led to look at that try to convince me that the virus of lack and poverty are real. Now isn't that Mastery? I master my vision, inwardly and outwardly, to ONLY see the truth...to only perceive the truth...to only vibrate in harmony with the truth of flowing and glowing divine love well-being.

And for whatever reason, the idea that wealth is a state of being, not a decision...well, I just know that will help me Master what I seek to master.

Then I will no longer be "secreting" for wealth is like screwing for virginity. I will be "being divinely wealthy for wealth is like abstaining from sex for virginity."

And in those moments of NOW before I reach the tipping point where my consciousness just automatically takes over this process for me and I truly become on every level "being divinely wealthy", I most certainly will continue with my ho'oponopono.

To the divine as I make the love connection, I say, "I love you."
To myself for stealing from my perfect well-being with a mistaken thought, word, deed or feeling, I will lovingly say, "I'm sorry. Please forgive me."
To myself for the forgiveness and to Divine Love for cleaning and clearing this imperfect vibration and replacing it with pure Divine Love, I lovingly say, "Thank you."

And so it is.

And to all of you out there who show up in my life to either help me clear all in my consciousness unlike divine love and flowing and glowing well-being or to all of you who show up in my life simply to share the love, I say,
"Thank you. I love you."

Day 33, Monday, September 21, 2009

Aloha! Just a little snapshot of peace for you today.

How is everyone on this International Day of Peace. Peaceful, I hope.

Peace is with you always. Just like love, it's always here. You just may be distracted from its presence 'cuz your attention is elsewhere.

So, ho'oponopono, self I-dentity and I-dentity theft.

P.S. This week speaking of ho'oponopono (I'm going to do a squidoo page called ho'oponopono hotline as sort of a forum for finding out about ho'oponopono and sharing experiences as you practice it) and other things with a Hawaiian theme, there's a web presence, www.mahalo.com, that looks quite interesting. Mahalo is the Hawaiian word for "thank you". They are based out of Santa Monica and have only been around for two years, but it looks like an interesting concept. I just have other things I feel like I should get done first...okay, I don't like the word should. Let me rephrase, I like to think of myself as more of a FIFO (that's accounting lingo for first in first out) kind of gal.

Anyway, back to understanding better now how the ho'oponopono and the "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." are perfect.

So, ho'oponopono is 10 words you repeat to yourself.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.

Ho'oponopono is about taking full responsibility for personal well-being. As Dr. Joe Vitale and Dr. Hew Len call it, the place of Zero Limits or Peace of I, self peace. How "woo woo" to write about this today.

The I love you is directed at Divine Love with the intention of connecting with this presence (which is the truth of who you really are, BTW) and sharing your love.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive me." that is for you. Divine Love is secure in Its Identity and in Divine Mind there is NEVER (and I repeat NEVER) a reason for forgiveness. There's nothing to forgive. It's ALL GOOD there.

How I am perceiving it now is that if you don't at this very moment of NOW...this magical, wonderful, amazing, divine moment of NOW...I-dentify with yourself as the truth of you as you were created by Divine Love, as your Higher Self, as the epitome of flowing and glowing well-being, love, peace, health, wealth, joy, beauty, et al, then you are technically stealing from yourself in that moment.

You are buying into the virus. You are on the hamster wheel. You are basically being blind to the truth.

I mean think about it. If someone stole what you felt was yours, you'd probably be angry. Well, technically, when you take full responsibility for your well-being, you understand that the only person who can really steal from you (even though outwardly it may appear someone else has stolen from you) IS YOU!!!

Now if someone harms you, don't you expect them to apologize so you may forgive them? Well when you get to this level of embracing full responsibility for your well-being (and possibly using ho'oponopono as a tool to help you with this process), in any moment you are not aligned with Divine LOVE, flowing and glowing well-being, you are stealing from yourself and the "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." is then your way of atoning for your self-theft.

Hopefully, 'cuz at this point you do understand the truth of who you are (even if you are not yet able to embrace its fullness in manifestation in every glorious present moment of now), you are happy to forgive yourself. And you end with "thank you."

Now I have to say that in the beginning of embracing ho'oponopono and this whole total responsibility thing, the "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." part of the process felt somehow wrong. There really wasn't much joy vibration in that part for me. It somehow seemed like I was continuing to vibrate in alignment with being wrong or bad or something like that.

So I am thrilled to have found a way to put it in a more loving context. If my child hurt them self because they didn't know better, would I be upset? Would I think they are bad or wrong or something like that? No. I would simply love them and move forward.

I understand now that it is a very loving thing for me to do for me, as I ask myself to forgive myself for all the ways I have kept myself from fully loving and enjoying flowing and glowing well-being in my life in every present moment of NOW. And as I love myself this much, I radiate a more concentrated vibration of divine love, well-being and peace.

This morning someone called my home phone number asking for "Rosie" again. I had to almost laugh because as they asked for someone who clearly isn't me, it made me remember what I have been sharing on this blog with letting it be that easy for me to remember that I am not the virus and I don't have to "cop" to having any attributes of the "virus" even if I haven't fully manifested in every area the truth of my well-being self, my Peace of I.

And I was thinking that as I become more secure in my true identity, my Peace of I, instead of feeling like I want to run away from those who seem to want to "suck" me back into the virus, I will know instead there is no need to run. I will be able to stand strong and confident in divine truth and being this self-generating beacon of divine light and love and flowing and glowing well-being, I will be like a tuning fork for the divine.

If you don't know what a tuning fork is, well, a tuning fork when activated brings everything around it into vibrational alignment with it.

That must be like the bonus plan. You be your truth, Peace of I, flowing and glowing well-being, and with no effort, simply by being who you are, you are able to help others shift their vibrational frequency in tune with your own.

How divine!


(P.S. remind me I want to mention right of consciousness knowledge this week also and Deepak Chopra's new book)

P.P.S. I'm still on my virtual iCurrencyCleanse promotion tour. The same with inspired giving. You find out more about both by visiting http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

Peace be with you. Of course, as peace is in you.

you know what they say about appreciation...

...especially if you are "feeling" it...you know, heart-felt, authentic, genuine.

So a shout out of appreciation to the three gals who co-created the co-creator social network, Sandy Grason, Lilou Mace and Laura. http://www.cocreatingourreality.com

Also, to Stahsha S. of Heaven on Earth LA and everyone who was present for the Grand Opening and made it the unique and wonderful experience it was. http://www.heavenonearthla.com

Okay, if I really got going I'd have to thank me and God and life and love and peace and the internet and digital cameras and blogspot and google and twitter and facebook and yahoo and being able to type and living so close to the ocean and well, I'm still on the internet over 3 hours after I thought I was going to finish doing what I wanted to do. So, I'll leave you with my stream of appreciation and perhaps it may inspire you to....

Laughter Yoga

I almost forgot.

Maybe 'cuz my footage of the laughing yoga session at Heaven On Earth LA's grand opening somehow got corrupted.

I intend to explore this further. It was amazing to watch. And yes, contagious. Hard not to laugh along.

Dare I say it, "The Laughter is IN you."

Blessings and namaste.

Plus, the people participating in the laughing yoga were children and adults. I really hope to put together some videos of this amazing practice for download and for the vibration they inspire.

According to the Laughter Yoga website, they claim no copyright except that you reference them. So, gladly, http://www.laughteryoga.org

Day 32, Sunday, September 20, 2009

Aaahhhhh!

So, check out that Heaven On Earth LA center, please. You won't be sorry. Especially, if you live in LA. And if you live in LA close to Beverly Hills or the hills of Hollywood...this is a great venue if you have a class you want to teach but need somewhere to teach it. This photo is of the facilities founder, Stahsha (her smile is about 1000 watts lit by pure joy), in the midst of a Flying Yoga pose. Flying Yoga is a lot about balance and posing, but also about trust. http://www.heavenonearthla.com

Today I don't wish to spend too much more time on the computer. I want to mention how I have noticed that with all the spirituality teaching emphasis on have it is so important to be a giver, I find my reason and logic wants to take that to a place where then it must not be so good to be a receiver. Thus, receiving is somehow wrong.

And so I find myself having to remind myself of the whole story. I use "whole" purposely. Think of the ocean. Think of our breath. What if we only exhaled? What if we lived in a world where everyone gave and no one received? How could you really then ever give to anyone.

Now with my new found enlightenment, we also move from giving to someone 'cuz you think they are in need. We are all created equal. If I am wealth. So are you. Ife I am health. So are you. I am divine. So are you. I can't then technically give you something you don't already have. So what then seems to become the ultimate gift? I feel the answer could be sharing. Let me share something I love with you. Not 'cuz it will fix you or heal you but because this experience will be one of joy and love and unique.

Anyway, I'm glad I got that out of me. I am looking to share with myself all the things I desire to remember.

Thanks for letting me share with you. Now I desire to do my t-shirt designer blog real quick before getting off the computer for the day.

Love and blessings to you all.

Remember, wealth in all its forms is divine and blessed. That's my currency cleanse plug for today.

Okay, remind me I wish to talk about the forgiveness for stealing from myself as the perfection of the "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." in ho'oponopono. Thanks.

Day 31, Saturday, September 19, 2009

As mentioned yesterday, I had the immense pleasure of attending the opening of the Heaven on Earth LA Center (7122 Beverly Blvd, LA, CA 90036, 310.804.3093 http://www.heavenonearthla.com)

You know sometimes I am so thrilled that I've had the opportunities I've enjoyed on my spiritual path to spend a lot of time alone doing what I desire and having very little "seeming" outside influence on how I define and see myself. It seems like it makes it easier to stay in the peace as much as possible and be more observant whose voice is in my head, etc.

It also helped me notice that for the most part I didn't care so much about how I looked or what I was doing unless I felt the need to be out in public or interacting with others.

So with the new and oh, so wonderful shift in perception of myself about love and well-being and beauty and wealth and health and those types of things...as a reminder, since these are descriptions of divine identity then these are descriptions of my I-dentity. That these are states of being. Unchangeable. Not decisions about me. And these attributes of my true I-dentity are always present even if I choose not to see them or define myself in such a way.

It's like binary code. They are always ON unless I purposely turn them off and choose to think I am something I am not.

And the thing about deciding I would not let myself get sucked in to any sort of "I need to be healed, something is wrong with me" which I consider living life as if you are the hamster running on the wheel in the cage.

Anyway, what was wonderful about yesterday, besides all the new wonderful things and other divine brothers and sisters I was introduced, is that it was a chance to see how much I could maintain this self I-dentity.

I really noticed how much I am caught up in the whole body image thing and that I have some sort of bizarre expectation that if I don't look a certain way who will really want to know me or like me.

And while as I write this I can see very clearly how totally silly this is and how I don't even expect it of anyone else...it still is in me. So, instead of resist it, I chose to love it as much as I could. And truth is when I was really in the moment of filming what was going on and enjoying myself, I really didn't have it in my awareness.

I did notice at one point when someone felt my shoulders and asked me what was wrong with me that I was so tight in my shoulders, instead of (remember my phone analogy of someone calling asking for Rosie and me easily being able to say, that's not me...you have the wrong number) mentioning my new truth and embracing this opportunity to say that's not me, I am flowing and glowing with well-being, etc., I let myself experience this person's healing.

Here's what could be a little interesting. I know on one level what this person was doing was sharing their gift with me and extending this service as a form of love. Yet every time I affirm that I am in need of healing, I've turned off the light of truth that is who I am.

Remember when I said that initially, being honest, I got into spirituality to feel better about me. To love myself more. At the time, I didn't understand that I am spiritual. It is the very essence of my being. And no matter how many spiritual exercises I do, none of them can ever technically make me more spiritual than you or any other spiritual being on this planet or in the universe or the cosmos, etc. Only to realize this now about love and well-being and wealth and health and beauty and joy and you get the gist.

Well, it's clear this next step by not engaging in the virus, by being clear about the truth of who I AM is so very desirable if for no other reason that it now keeps me from stealing from myself.

If I am wealth and I know I am wealth and I am always wealth...no one or nothing can change this or ever take this away from me. It's not something I have. It's not something I choose. It is who I am. I walk away from all the thoughts, feelings and beliefs that have held me hostage and believing that somehow, some way someone else can ever keep me from my wealth or that wealth comes from any one or any thing or any way than SOURCE.

Okay, that's enough for today.

There is ONLY Divine LOVE ever present.

Day 30, Friday, September 18, 2009

LOVE IS a state of being...not a choice.

Thank God for the 100-day open-heart challenge. I noticed someone else in the network had an AHA moment yesterday and I have to say mine was the above understanding.

How could I not feel glorious today? I was able to make the leap from "LOVE IS where fear is not...where fear is not IS LOVE.", which is a true statement...but sort of to the next level as it is not the entire story. LOVE IS ALWAYS PRESENT...and thus, real. Fear is simply an illusion 'cuz if you take your attention off it, you find it disappears.

So, like I said yesterday, let me off the hamster wheel. I was thinking that at this point I built stepping off into something so huge that I feel like stepping off will be like a huge drop and something to fear...like I could somehow get hurt (which is sort of silly for I am divine and eternal) only to find the step down is only an inch or so. All that fear. All that worry.

You know just like love is always present, wealth is too. Love is abundant by definition. Same with health. Same with flowing and glowing well-being.

It's always here...always.

You know I had lunch with my friend yesterday and was talking about the decision I thought I had to make and how I just couldn't understand how I could continually tell and treat someone like I love them because I do, do, do and they just couldn't believe it because of their own definition and beliefs about love.

Have you every had that happen as you say something? It's almost like I wanted to yell out, "BINGO!" or "Yahtzee!" or "Ding, ding, ding!" Love is always present, health, wealth, beauty and every good thing that describes Divine LOVE. And it's almost like I keep asking for manifestations of Divine Love to show up in my life and they are here NOW, but I am not perceiving them. So, here is Divine LOVE practically yelling, "here, I am here, see me, I love you. I've always loved you. I'll keep on loving you until the end of time, which technically is never going to happen. So, get off the treadmill 'cuz there is nothing wrong with you and there technically is no one who can take away love from you or wealth or health or beauty except you."

I'd been calling it SELF eye-dentity theft. But I wasn't trusting my own unfolding. I bet it was a year ago where I had one of those AHA moments. I still have a landline at home. I'm not entirely sure why. I continue to contemplate getting rid of it. I think it's 'cuz I like its reception and I have it connected to one of those answering machines so I can screen calls.

Anyway, one day about a year ago someone left a message for Rosie. My name is Lori. It was so easy for me to simply flat-out, 100% tell myself "that's not me!" and be done with it. Don't look back. And it occurred to me that if I wanted to get off that hamster wheel then I would use that analogy for thinking about myself as I move forward as anything but the truth of my divine self.

Remember as Rumi said, "You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop."

Last night I was so jazzed up with it all I could barely sleep.

I was so inspired I created a design in my head, but decided to wait until today to create it digitally.

You know when I first got on the spiritual path and I would read things like don't watch the news and stop gossiping and stuff like that because it affects your vibe, I was so into it at the time I remember thinking "what will I talk to people about then?"

And in this new level, part of me feels like if I don't have to worry about anything anymore and I know I don't need to be "fixed" or "healed" anymore, what will I do now? And/or what will I talk about with people now?

The thoughts flowed in something to the effect that now your motivation and desires will shift from fear-based and what do I have to do to survive to experiencing simply for the joy of it. "Let me try this. That was fun. Let me try that now." And so on.

Of course, I must "pimp" my new design here.

I think it is so interesting when we stop to really look at our beliefs and the like how so many are very contradictory and really not reasonable.

It's why I loved this saying when I saw it and it seemed to "beg" me to design something around it. The fact it involves promoting PEACE didn't hurt either.

"Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity."

Enjoy!

And P.S. I'm still cleansing currency. I'm still about inspired giving. And I have started a new blog about t-shirt designing. So, if you design t-shirts, please contact me. I'd love to feature you in the blog.

And is this a coincidence? Don't tell me Divine Love doesn't love a great "wink" to us all. Tomorrow, through a friend of a friend, I will be digitally filming the grand opening of a place for all sorts of spiritually-based activities to take place in Beverly Hills. The name of the venue, Heaven on Earth. A sign?

Love to all and Namaste.



As mentioned earlier, the shirt shown below is the same design as the shirt above but tailored to those who like the designs on their t-shirts to be a little less out there.

Love IS a state of being...not a decision.

What a day.

You may not even ever want to read what I wrote earlier today for September 17th.

Then I had a great lunch with my friend Ericka. All the while feeling like I have a decision to make.

You know it just seemed like today was that day when you have been ill and you are all scrunchy and restless and itchy and scratchy...that place right before you know the fever will break. And then there you are...well.

You know when I started American Well-Being, I did because on one level I could really understand that concept that if inwardly I claimed my truth (I AM DIVINE LOVE) then I'd vibe with that and everything that would eventually start showing up in my life would vibe with that.

I might come from this place for a minute or two and then I'd look outward again and nothing much would seem to have changed...so I would doubt myself and my resolve and choose...decide whether I should love myself based on the outer.

I was so excited about coming up with the "LOVE IS where fear is not...where fear is not IS LOVE" quote. Won't every one just want to know me and be my friend now and won't the money start flowing in even more and aren't I such a bright star and blah blah...open my eyes and none of that manifested.

Truth is I realize in going through today...LOVE IS all there is. Love is everywhere. Love is all around. Love is where fear is. It's more like if I am where fear is, it's like I am ignoring love and have chosen to focus on fear.

Which brings me right back to ho'oponopono. I love you. The first 3 of the 10 words. Again, not a decision, but a fact...a truth. I love you, Divine LOVE is technically what the vibe and intent is. The last 7 words, "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you." seem like they can be explained sort of similar to walking in a room full of love and totally ignoring it 'cuz you are focused only on seeing fear...so you are sort of like, "sorry, I didn't see you there...didn't mean to ignore you. thanks." Divine LOVE wasn't really hurt by you ignoring it, it's just we have manners and it's the thing to do.

So, in all of this gyration I went through today, I again got to thinking about how I received that book, The 4-Hour Workweek, as a gift for my birthday last year. And I wanted to earn my living via the internet and only having to work 4-hours a week. I basically wanted to use Tim's recipe and make it work for me in my life. And initially what I really wanted to do was have my t-shirt designs be such a big hit on the internet that that would be the 4-hour workweek business blah blah.

I also wanted to do something...earn money based on my spiritual journey...thus the American Well-Being. Anyway, I filled out something on-line the other day where it asked me if I was an expert in something. I didn't have an answer. So as a lot of all of this was filtering through my consciousness today, I realized that the two things I really desire are to be successful with my t-shirt designs and be an expert with well-being.

The thing is...even if I don't become those things or even if I do...neither outcome can technically have an effect on the truth of who I am. Technically, it shouldn't even have an effect on my well-being or whether I love myself or not. I am love. I am a child of the divine. I am blessed. As the Rumi quote states, "You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop." What's not to love about that?

So, I am grateful for the clarity. I am grateful to understand that I was afraid to really put myself out there and consider myself a well-being expert 'cuz I was afraid I'd be revealed as a fraud for not practicing what I preach. When the truth is to see or define me as anything but the mighty ocean in the drop, is fraud. Is self I-dentity theft.

I am grateful for the peace. I am grateful for the love. I am grateful for further uncovering the truth.

You know I was sort of thinking of it like this morning I was sort of like that Jaycee gal who had been missing for 18 years and was finally found and returned to her "real" parents. For 18 years she lived a seemingly horrible existence believe herself to most likely deserve her life and that this is who she was ONLY to find out that wasn't true.

So, of course, she will have times when she may feel like she's still that gal even though she knows the truth is that she is not.

The thing I am now seeking to keep going through the remainder of these 100 days is to stop being distracted by the virus. Stop thinking I am ill or something is wrong with me that needs to be fixed or that I need to know the secret of something or someone to heal me...blah, blah, blah.

Instead, I am seeking to focus on the truth that I already am flowing N glowing wellbeing NOW NOW NOW. It's not a choice. It's not a decision. It is who I am. I am wellbeing. I am divine. I am eternal. I am love. I am joy. I am peace. I am beauty. I am wealth. I am health. I am the Glory of God made manifest. I am loved. I am blessed. I am a blessing.

No one's opinion matters. Only mine. It is my inner vision of my SELF that determines what my outer experience will be. And no matter how much I see me as the truth and or know you as the truth of who you are, if you walk into my room and are only looking for fear-based manifestations...you will project that on me and not even see me as the truth.

So, I choose to stop "acting" and choose to be...choose "being well being"

Well, that is oh so much enough for today. Thanks to all of you who share this with me. Thank you God, Divine Love. I love you.

discouraged or excited

I just realized I usually get discouraged if something I've intended or hope will have already happened...doesn't happen yet and I start to assume it won't.

Abraham teaches to simply continue to be excited it is on its way in perfect timing 'cuz even if it hasn't shown up yet, I am still the glory of God made manifest. I am still the perfection, love and blessing Divine LOVE knows me to be.

It's on its way. Whoo hoo!

Day 29, Thursday, September 17, 2009

"There is a voice that most of us hear in our heads that tells us that we should be doing better. No matter what we do, there is more that we should have or could have done. While many people are crippled by this voice, most have learned to live with it and the abiding sense that “I should be doing better.” If ever there was a thought that should be ascribed to the Evil One, that is it." … John Anderson, Ph.D

One of my Facebook Friends lives in Malibu and photographs the sunrise every morning from Point Dume. Today with the photo she included this quote. It is the energy that has been ruminating in me.

I found myself feeling like it is time now to get off the hamster wheel of "I'm not enough yet!" See, look at my outer life.

In 2001 I met Bijan of http://www.effortlessprosperity.com. He basically said if you went straight to simply always seeing yourself the way divine does...claimed your Peace of I, that would be it. At the time my mind so couldn't even get on board. What about this? What about that? Don't I need to do this?

And I feel like I am a little sad this morning.

One of the things I do with Twitter since I have so many followers (and that is not a complaint) is follow what Dr. Joe Vitale found in this book he did on this little known advertising genius from the early 1900's. You see I pretty much tweet the same things every day whenever I end up tweeting for the 30 or 40 minutes I do each day. To me I can't possibly read every Tweet and I figure those who get my feed can't possibly see all of theirs. And every day I get new followers. So, pretty much every day I tweet the same things. I tweet things I want to remember for myself and things I want to share and things I am promoting.

So, I know that one of my tweets is "I can't feel bad enough to vibe in harmony with feeling good." Maybe I should add "I can't feel poor enough to vibe in harmony with flowing lavish amounts of money in my life."

What I am getting at is, when I am in the place of (and I know it was one of the reasons I wanted to participate in the challenge) "why isn't my outer life more _______(fill in the blank)" or "am I withholding self-love until I have 'x,y,z' manifested?" I feel like I almost should be angry with myself.

It made me realize that it truly (and especially in the eyes of the divine) must be counterproductive to feel like I am a fake when I think or feel like I am this amazing, awesome, bright shiny star in the heart of the Divine, when my outer life appears to be something unlike that according to whatever crap beliefs I have in my consciousness. That I should almost be angry because I am believing I am a fake if I am anything but the me the Divine created me to be.

Maybe I'm just sad 'cuz it seems like something is gonna have to give in my life and I am not sure I want it to. And yet in a way I know that with free will, it isn't the divine necessary saying I must make this choice. It's just that what if even though I know everyone is divine and wonderful and perfect in truth and essence, if they don't see themself that way and the harmonious vibe that attracted us to each other 5 years ago has been slowly but surely gaining a gap that is bringing us in disharmony...

An open-heart seems like it must be about zero resistance and zero limits. Today just may need to be a day of "how much can I let the blessings be?"

being well being. Know in my heart my request is fulfilled. I have help.

Day 28, Wednesday, September 16, 2009

How distracted are you from the truth?

I have been listening to my Steve G. Jones recording consistently for the last 10 days or so, especially seeking to listen just as I awake and right before going to sleep. I feel like I am having some great insights. And I am so thrilled.

It motivated me to desire to hop right to writing my blog, but first certain physical bodily functions called. And how am I going to help myself if I am not totally honest with myself. If anyone recalls, I got the recording to alter my body image. So, after 10 days to look in the mirror and not feel like I could see much difference, my knee-jerk reaction (purposely notice the words jerk and reaction) was to feel something in vibrational harmony with "bad". Just not sure what the perfect word to describe the feeling is.

And what is my change I am seeking with this challenge. To love everything. To not be distracted by "shiny" objects or latch on to things I have been programmed to feel bad about. Remember: no amount of feeling bad in any moment can emit a vibration of feeling good or love.

After the initial "knee-jerk" subsided, I at least was able to shift my perception and remind myself that my desire is to be, feel and see me the way Divine LOVE does.

Which riffed me right into my new saying I made up to help me with fulfilling my desire, "LOVE IS where fear is not...where fear is not IS LOVE."

I can understand that in every present moment all possibilities are available. When I choose love in that moment, the other possibilities fall away. When I choose fear (or any form fear may present itself as) in the moment, all possibilities fall away. What I remembered this morning is that the one constant regardless of which possibility I choose in any given present moment is that the DIVINE is always there...always present. I just may not be able to perceive the presence of the divine in that moment because I am distracted by the seeming dual presence of fear in that moment.

It seems to me then that it stands to reason that if the Divine is actually always present in every moment, then any perceived fear we are distracted by ultimately can not come to stay, but must come to pass.

And as I continue to remind myself, it shows up so I can love it and let it pass. That I truly don't believe that it is Divine LOVE who wants me to have or experience any fear...that all of that are human beliefs. So love those too.

What was most inspiring and exciting is that (and I am excited to write this so I can help myself hold onto this feeling) I have come full circle with why I desired to create American Well-Being and be a champion for well-being. So I will cease being distracted by all the "I need to be fixed. I need to know the secret. I need to 'heal' me." beliefs.

No spiritual practice can make me more spiritual...make me more of what I already am. Truth is I am spiritual in totality with parts of me being spirit in form in the physical world.

No spiritual practice can make me more divine. To quote Rumi (and thanks to Deepak Chopra for sharing this quote on Facebook) "You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop."

So it is enough for this blog post to leave myself and those reading to ponder the ways you distract yourself from being, feeling and/or seeing yourself as already spiritual, already divine, already flowin' 'n glowin' with well-being?

I wonder what I might experience today, manifest in my life, when my inner vision is focused on moving from being focused on the perception that I am anything but the truth of who I am. If I can't be, feel or see me...believe me to be the truth of who I am in perception, I truly have no hope of experiencing me as being this in the physical.

To leave on a more positive note, I share this post from Nina Ferrell. It's an Abraham-Hicks quote. "You could stand here sick with ten illnesses today, and tomorrow have no evidence of any of them. Your body has the ability to replenish itself that fast. But most of you do not have the ability to change your thoughts that fast. So the amount of time that it takes between sickness and wellness is only the amount of time that it takes for me to figure out how to let it in."

I love you. Thank you. Namaste. Bless you.

P.S. As I was just about to wrap up, I realized that I sort of tell you what to do here but don't really give you a tool to help you accomplish. Again, ho'oponopono just seems to be that tool. The gist of the four phrases, those 10 powerful words is that as you say "I love you." You are connecting and directing this feeling to Divine LOVE. (not to mention you are in that moment vibrating and emitting love as your point of attention and point of attraction).

As you say (whether out loud or inwardly) "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." This is more for your self. Divine Love has never seen you in any way that would demand forgiveness. So you are basically asking yourself for forgiveness for being distracted from the truth of who you are: spiritual, divine, awesome, magnificent, powerful, flowing and glowing ALWAYS with well-being.

And of course, because you are more and more becoming aware and uncovering the truth of who you really are, you do forgive yourself. Thus the final two words are appreciation for self, Divine LOVE and all that is: "Thank you."

As my friend Bray Yates says, "Rinse. Lather. Repeat. As necessary."

Dr. Hew Len suggests in every moment 24/7.

P.P.S. I am still for currency cleansing, which as I mention is basically doing for currency, money, the money matrix and all things wealth related what you do for yourself when you say those 10 ho'oponopono words. Money and wealth and flowing and glowing lavish abundance have always been the only thought in Divine Mind. They are and only ever have been expressions of Divine Love. So, again, for being distracted by the virus of scarcity and perceiving currency, money and wealth as any way but the truth, this process (and if you desire to make it easy, simply direct the ho'oponopono "I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you." to Divine Love in reference to your mistaken beliefs and feelings about money) helps transform the energy you have around money and wealth. Then simply bless it, see it blessing you and see it blessing anyone and anything it touches as it is circulated back out into the global economy. Even if you don't do it for you, imagine how this would bless you personally if you bless all of your wealth in this manner.

I created my first Squidoo Lense today.

I'm so proud.

After I published it and went back to my squidoo dashboard, it somehow rated it and let me know I need to give it some more love. Not sure what else to add.

Anyway, if you would love to view it, http://www.squidoo.com/currencycleanse

Since part of the template for creating a squidoo lense includes adding some cafepress items, I thought I'd create a design for those who wish to proudly show they are currency cleansing participants. The very simple design is the one included in this blog post.

Items can be perused at the following location, http://www.cafepress.com/bjork8002

LOVE IS where fear is not...where fear is not IS LOVE

Okay, I couldn't wait until tomorrow.

I came up with this saying 'cuz I noticed that despite being in the CCOR Open-Heart Challenge and how long I've been on this spiritual journey, I am still amazed at how much I find myself in fear in the present moment. And if I am in fear...am I in love? I don't think so.

And as I mention on my american well-being website, I feel it is helpful to have what I refer to as "touchstones". To me a touchstone is something that helps you remember something you are trying to remember or a goal or something like that.

Here's the design in BIG format:


Here's the design smaller, placed over the heart:


Here's a design that isn't all hearts and colorful, in case you don't go for that:


Remember I mention that when I create something like this it is as a touchstone. While I love MySoti, if you like the colorful with the hearts design and would like to be able to have it on stickers or buttons or things like that, then click here.

Enjoy.

love is where fear is not. where fear is not IS LOVE.

Day 27, Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Congratulations to our niece, Cynthia, and her life partner, Mario, on the birth of their baby boy this AM.

So, I have something going on in my personal life and I am not thrilled about it and I am not sure what I think about it or what I desire to to about it and the like.

And even though I woke up yesterday with the Abraham-Hicks "how would I like it to be?" and remember I am a creator not a reactor...the thermostat not the thermometer, I don't feel I followed my advice too well yesterday. I had even made a decision and then was doubting it and sort of put it out to the universe, "if this happens then I'll do 'x' and if that happens then I'll do 'y'." Still, I don't want to make the decision.

It had me(plus, how long it took to edit the footage from the Belmont Shores Car Show for uploading to YouTube) in enough of a state that I didn't even Blog yesterday. I know...alert the media.

This morning I woke up and wanted to Blog immediately 'cuz it suddenly occurred to me that I was really, really off base from what I had intended and was blogging about from the beginning of this 100-day challenge.

It wasn't supposed to be about thinking or making any choice really except, love it...love it all. If something was coming up that I normally would label with my thoughts as something I don't like (which is resistance) my new way of training myself was to not resist it...not judge it...simply see it as something in my consciousness ('cuz even though it isn't appearing in me...the fact it is appearing in my consciousness means it is in my consciousness) that needs to be healed with my love for it. My divine love for it.

Remember: love is the most powerful and FREE solvent.

So, today I seek to be less about judging (it just may be so perfect what is going on and I don't know how) and more about loving...loving it all. And asking for forgiveness for any of my mistaken beliefs so they can be eradicated and replaced with divine love energy.

Even if I may never understand the real nature of it all, I choose to be grateful today for the CCOR 100-day open-heart challenge for helping me focus on training myself to be the me I really desire to be, which is more like and in harmony with my divinity, which I believe means I am love and I be and do what love would be and do.

I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.

P.S. I am still cleansing that currency every day and am all about inspired giving. If you still haven't checked this out, just go to http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

Also, as promised I am including a look at my pastel Namaste t-shirt designs. Both are the same except one is placed Big on the front of the t-shirt and the other is placed small over the heart.

Day 25, Sunday, September 13, 2009

Well, 25% of the way through the 100-day open-heart challenge. Feelin' good and lovin' life.

Yesterday, I did a bit more blogging than I intended. I say "that's okay" 'cuz I was inspired to do so.

There's a Deepak Chopra quote, "When I see and feel the life beat of Spirit in every object, I evolve to a higher level of transformation called 'God Consciousness'."

I mention this 'cuz I know I've mentioned before that part of why I got on the spiritual path was to feel better about myself. And to be honest, to feel better about myself compared to others who weren't as spiritual as me. Like somehow that would give me favor with the Divine.

Only to find out that there isn't a single spiritual practice I can practice that can make me more spiritual than I already am. I was created spiritual and technically there is only spirit either in form or in potential.

I'd have to say that I used to have a much narrower view of love. I bring this up because today I accompanied my Uncle to one of his favorite things, a classic car show. The one in Belmont Shores, which is a neighborhood of Long Beach, California. And one of the best attended car shows of the season.

My uncle can tell you things about cars that I wouldn't even pretend to know...his knowledge almost encyclopedic. He'd probably be a great friend for Jay Leno.

Anyway, as we were driving back from the event I was thinking about how much love really was flowing and glowing at this event. Even if a lot of it was for seeming inanimate objects. For again, to believe the divine is not in every atom of energy seems to be another misconception.

Or to admire the beauty. Again, even though I am not a big fan of this kind of thing, I challenge anyone to look at some of the cars that were displayed and not just be blown away by the beauty of some of these amazing vehicles that have been loved and pampered by their owners.

I will leave it at that and send my uncle appreciation for sharing his love with me in this way.

P.S. I am still for currency cleanse and inspired giving. Both can be explored further by visiting http://www.friendsofthelawofattraction.com

Also, below is one of my favorite spiritually inspired t-shirt designs. Today, I include the design in primary colors with the choice of having it big on the shirt or smaller with over the heart placement. If you like the design, but are more inclined to pastel colors, that is what I will be including in tomorrow's blog.

A little blurb about my inspiration for the design. I love the meaning of the word namaste as it is a greeting to honor the divine in us all regardless of race, color, creed, etc. That is why I used multiple colors and multiple fonts. Enjoy.





As always, thank you so much for your time to read my blog and/or participate in currency cleanse, inspired giving or buying a t-shirt with one of my designs. Bless you and namaste.

As long as I'm doing this...

I am sort of jokingly thinking that I may for the rest of this include a design a day compared to @BryanBrinkman #DesignAShirtAWeek. I mean if I can have google ads in my blog. And it won't really be about the designs, although if one inspires you to buy something. Whoo hoo!

So, here are three of the ones I created that are more spiritually inclined that I really love.

The first is my Imagine Peace. I love word play. I love how the word imagine instructs you what to do...imagINe...image IN.



The second and third are actually the same design. I simply thought there are those who would love the design plastered as big as possible on their shirt and those who would much rather have it smaller and placed over the heart.

Again with the word play. I noticed the words: earth and heart both have the same letters in them. That is the inspiration for the 1 earth, 1 heart design.





Feel free to share these with your friends.

Thanks.

I was just so excited about the MySoti find, I just had to share. Thx.

you just never know

I watch Jimmy Fallon. I admit it. And I enjoy it. Last night, I was surprised to see he's already been on long enough to have @rustyrockets Russell Brand, back on the show. They talked about the first time he was on and how their Twitter experiment with a guy in the audience, @BryanBrinkman was going. They also suggested everyone watching deluge Bryan with nice tweets to see what happens.

So, I sent Bryan a tweet and checked out his page only to find out he is designing t-shirts. He started a Twitter hashable #DesignAShirtAWeek that I have now taken to the level of being a club, since I considered myself joining. You see, I, too, design t-shirts.

What is just wonderful, cool and I feel so appreciative for is by simply having some fun, I have heard of another internet venue that you can upload your designs to and sell t-shirts. And it is great 'cuz they are a little more interactive. They even include a way to insert the design into a blog. So, I thought, what the heck, I'll try that.

Not that I am able probably at this moment to give Bryan more exposure (and sort of as a thank you for all of this) than Jimmy Fallon, but here is his week two design.


Here is my answer and my first addition to the MySoti universe:


And my week two entrance (so I can be on par with Bryan now):


Thank you. I love you.

That's all.

Please read Day 24 before reading this.

I was just about free to do something else, when the thought popped in my head that when it comes to the "what if" channel or really just about anything, I would never be able to be a success with "what if" without the participation and ideas of many other of my brother and sister children of God.

This is my way of asking for help, inspiration or anything like that.

And this is a great place, I feel, to write for my memory of it and as a blessed way to share an experience I had.

On Sunset Blvd. in Pacific Palisades, California not far from the Pacific Coast Highway and the beach and ocean I love so much, is one of the Self-Realization's (SRF) places to visit. SRF was founded by Paramahansa Yogananda, the divine being who authored, Autobiography of a Yogi, and is credited with bringing yoga from India to the United States.

If you ever get the chance, (for it truly seems to be one of the most peaceful places on this planet at least that I've ever been to) please visit.

It was a annex lot for a film company before Parahamhansa Yogananda got it. He kept the authentic wind-mill style home that was on the lot and it has been turned into a sort of small church/place to meditate. On the altar are photographic likenesses of six different spiritual masters, including Jesus, the Christ. During visiting ours of the Lake Center you can go into this building and sit silently and pray, meditate, contemplate, "what if", whatever.

I love to go there to either meditate or feel like I am in a Master Mind group with these spiritual masters, as I understand that the Higher Self part of each of us is a peer with these spiritual masters.

During one of our Master Mind sessions, I was really getting into feeling it and feeling appreciation for them and their sharing, etc., and for all the ways they have helped teach me and guide me on my spiritual path.

There is a part of me that feels that because my Higher Self is a peer and is a part of me and even with the flowing and glowing with well-being thing, that I am already flowing and glowing with Divine Love well-being and so I am in the process of restoration as opposed to becoming something I am not yet.

Of course, maybe I'm making it all up. Like Dr. Hew Len mentions "do we really have definitive answers?".

Still, as I was thanking them for all their help, I swear I heard them telling me how much they appreciated me and it was their honor, as well. This hadn't really occurred to me before. They went on to share that they can't teach (be the master) without students. That it is inspiring to the teacher to feel like they are making a difference with what they teach.

Later as I thought about it, think about it, Facebook would be a useless nothing if there weren't all the facebook friends utilizing it. Same with Twitter. Same with the internet. Same with life. Same with love.

I mean I know LOVE IS. Still, I think about the ocean and breathing. It flows in and flows out. What if it always flowed in? OR What if it always flowed out? Same with giving and receiving. We put so much emphasis on giving. And I understand that the vibe with giving is that you have something to give which implies a vibrations of having/wealth. Still, "what if" we were all only givers. Who would be there to receive?

Anyway, all of this in an effort to make my case that I really, really would be so appreciative for help with currency cleanse, inspired giving and the "what if" channel. Even if it means you simply know someone who might be able to help and you pass this on to them.

Thank you. I love you.